testing 1..2..
winlitan is back to blog!

been away for *cough* and i'm BACK to blogging mood!
so, stop begging me to blog and keep you with updates whenever you meet me on the roadside okay? ya.. ya..

so, first up!
Happy Belated Birthday Syakila!
tak sempat ucap? or maybe you think it's not enough?
here it is:

Happy Belated Birthday ya?

SECOND:
review my dreams..









the badge..i love it especially the theme: WISDOM, INTEGRITY, EXCELLENCE

my dream (2nd priority)









can you feel it? that's my dream..i've been dreaming about it since....i dunno when.
i've just finish my last paper today. it's not the time to enjoy for me, not the time to think where should i go but to think so much harder..

i really want to see my dreams come true........i want...I WANT!! I WANT TO ENTER COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!! i don't really get the mood to go for holiday. at times, i do ask myself why did i sign up for youth camp.. i've been taking so long to think yet i have no idea how to speak it out.
*PS: dun ask me what happened..

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things happened too suddenly. i dun understand why it gotta happen during this season..

people are almost enjoying themselves and yet i still have 4 extra papers to go besides 10 for next week. the hurt which i dunno how to voice out(er, i mean voice out also gotta take it).

i thought i could do quite well in my sejarah, thinking it's enough of the revision i had done way before hand. i went to school, do the necessary papers and there comes sejarah. the questions were easy but i just dunno what i'm doing, thinking other stuffs while i'm doing. i was so frustrated with myself, i mean well....u guys won't get this anyway. i thought i dun have to bear with so many papers next week, that's why din even follow doctor's advice, just went to school to take my papers but.........ok, pass.......let the result speaks..

do hope i gained my energy to study, i gotta concentrate on next week's paper....i gotta look somewhere good not the bad. whether my goal comes true or not, i gotta leave aside the passed.........

i know i'm not suppose to waste my time here, but........

i really don't want to see myself have a change of attitude just because of the little stressful life i had..don't know why i'm so pissed off this morning..i've never been so sensitive till i don't care everything around me. dunno why my mind can thought of throwing all the test tube containing different kind of poison solutions in front of me.

though in the end i didn't did that, but yet i hope my heart and mind are right, focus the right thing and give the best and work the best. been going abit wild nowadays, i gotta change, gotta balance myself right..

From this second onwards, if you read this, you see that my attitude is not right, correct me, scold me or something.
Life is so packed up, long term of study might end up in Tanjung Rambutan....
ARGHHHHHHH

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Teachers Day..How long already ah? it's like so many years ago..wanna blog about the pictures long time ago but the camera person did not send me the pictures, have to grab from another blog..thought of stop blogging but thinking about the sweet memories that we have for my very last year of secondary school celebrating teachers day, wearing school uniform, ahhh, why dun i blog?

dun wanna waste so much time here, what about pictures?

The Theme: Pink. i have no idea why they choose this theme, probably this new pengetua loves pink?


Ms Linda & Encik Ishak


My Class Teacher a.k.a Guru Penyayang'09 & the jokers.


Since Form1, i heard of her being the most popular teacher. she get the most popular teacher prize every year.
i look at her appearance, i alwiz thought she was very fierce, whatsmore a discipline teacher? when she teach, i tell you..she can be so dedicated and tolerate with us no matter how much the students say Tak Faham. Miss Out Taking pictures with her that day..


My BM teacher..also the teacher advisor of the school's editorial board & them.
one thing i dun understand, she loves to aim on me among so many Chinese girls in the class.


thinking of why i post so many pictures, yet where's me???
here comes me in the picture..


Pn. Faizatul, one of the EST teacher in my school.
*not suppose to take this picture as they are all 4Sn1/2008 students hor?


As I say the theme is PINK. He tried his best to the best dress teacher yet he is..

EST was a crazy subject to score A, so i'm not that normal in this picture, ignore me please..

MY classmates and the EST teacher..

History is a serious subject..therefore i look very serious here..

Pn Saidah and a few of us..


Me, Amy and the Counselor Teachers..

Ignore me again in this picture..

Pn Siti and us..she very crazy at times..

And last but not least..The Tallest Teacher in the School..

My Physics Teacher. also, Guru Paling Ceria/2009..a teacher who successfully turn the class mindset to love physics more than thinking the other way..
Tze Yuen, Amy, Seaw Chin(Ms Tan) and ME..
we tried to act tall but..tak jadi..
=)

looking at those photos, suddenly miss my long hair, short hair seems like i drop hair more than long hair..ahh, what can i do, i have no time to take care of my hair..shall wait for my SPM to over..

*won't blog that much as what had promise. study and STUDYYYYYYYYY!!!

things getting complicated..life getting tougher as the day comes nearer and nearer..a different feeling each day as the days get nearer..4 months from now....i dunno how to react at times..


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jasminine - If We Hold On Together

that song cause a change in my attitude towards a positive sides. it keeps meditate in my mind since Thursday..dunno y that time so focus towards the talk(which normally i dun take it seriously) but that day i came home feel like gotta start doing something.