i know i'm not suppose to waste my time here, but........

i really don't want to see myself have a change of attitude just because of the little stressful life i had..don't know why i'm so pissed off this morning..i've never been so sensitive till i don't care everything around me. dunno why my mind can thought of throwing all the test tube containing different kind of poison solutions in front of me.

though in the end i didn't did that, but yet i hope my heart and mind are right, focus the right thing and give the best and work the best. been going abit wild nowadays, i gotta change, gotta balance myself right..

From this second onwards, if you read this, you see that my attitude is not right, correct me, scold me or something.
Life is so packed up, long term of study might end up in Tanjung Rambutan....
ARGHHHHHHH