things happened too suddenly. i dun understand why it gotta happen during this season..

people are almost enjoying themselves and yet i still have 4 extra papers to go besides 10 for next week. the hurt which i dunno how to voice out(er, i mean voice out also gotta take it).

i thought i could do quite well in my sejarah, thinking it's enough of the revision i had done way before hand. i went to school, do the necessary papers and there comes sejarah. the questions were easy but i just dunno what i'm doing, thinking other stuffs while i'm doing. i was so frustrated with myself, i mean well....u guys won't get this anyway. i thought i dun have to bear with so many papers next week, that's why din even follow doctor's advice, just went to school to take my papers but.........ok, pass.......let the result speaks..

do hope i gained my energy to study, i gotta concentrate on next week's paper....i gotta look somewhere good not the bad. whether my goal comes true or not, i gotta leave aside the passed.........